Acquainted with death
We all die, it is what it is. This is a dying world and everything around us and the things we love will perish one day. And it has come to a point that I am no longer pretending that death is nonexistent in my life – I already lost many things that are dear to me. And I will not pretend I will lose more in the future. It is what it is. I am already acquainted with death and I know all the things I love, all the things I hold dear will one day vanish.
All is vanity
Whoever you are and wherever you came from, I see you as you truly are. We are all equal. I know in death you and I will be just that – equal. You can’t bring your wealth with you. In death there is no poor, no rich, no status or whatever power or position that we hold while in the flesh. All things are vanity. Pride… thinking we are something or someone but in death we give up even our flesh. I know because I sought out the truth.
Glory of kings
It is good to be rich and I do desire to have enough money to not be careful about it. Money is not evil. But there are far greater things than this world can offer – things greater than mammon or even power and glory. It is what I strive to gain. I know what these things are but I do not wish to reveal it. It is the glory of kings to search out a matter.\
I still am human. I am flawed. And in many ways I am foolish. But it has come to a point that I no longer think the way most people think and that my ways are no longer the ways of men. I sought to become one of the greatest; and I asked… and I got it. But it totally changed me the way I am.