What’s up?

It’s been quite some time since I wrote something here in my website. But I am very active in Facebook and do like my page if happen to drop by. I post about design and music – these are the two things I love.

Website Redesign

I’ll be redesigning my website. This site will focus more on my skills rather than my portfolio since I put my portfolio on other sites like Artstation, Talenthouse, Dribbble and Behance to name some. It’s an extra work for me to also update my personal site with my works but I’ll try to add my works here though.

I hope to redesign my website this week. Or next month depending on the available time.

What have I been doing lately?

I haven’t been doing a lot in my hobby lately because I have been very busy with work and other stuff. The last artworks I did were planets; you can see them at my ArtStation account.

What is also keeping me busy is that I have been preparing to start a new business. I won’t tell what it is at the moment but it has nothing to do with design hah! But it is something that I love

I’ll be doing some updates to my website. I need to separate my works into pages to avoid clutter. Yep, I am also a web developer! I am into WordPress and Vue. 🙂

Random Illustrations 180823

I’ve just started learning digital illustration using a wacom or tablet. Prior to this, it’s is just pen/pencil and paper. This is my second time posting random digital illustration stuff. I’ll continue posting more.

Digital Sketches 001

I’ve been practicing on how to use a Wacom tablet. I’ve eschewed it for a long time because it felt weird and I found it difficult to use. I am still an amateur using it and the stuff below are quick sketches. Check them out.

I’ll add more stuff here.

Refusing to Upgrade (Mobile Phone)

The last smartphone I used was the iPhone SE. It was a very nice phone but I sold it because it dawned on me that I was only using it for Facebook  – well apart from call/text. Why not buy a basic phone and use my laptop? So I sold my iPhone and bought a Nokia 3310.

The experience switching from smartphone to a dumb phone was initially jarring. Suddenly I realised I no longer have something to use to while away time while waiting – say in an airport or waiting for someone in a restaurant. And I have to admit the change was uncomfortable at first.

Now I am used to not having a smartphone. There were times though where I yearned to have one. But recently I found something that made me decide NOT to buy a new smartphone: BATTERY.

If you research about battery tech, what we have now is quite ancient compared to the hardware where it is being used. We’re still stuck with lithium-ion batteries which, in a smartphone, would last only about 2 years at best.

Constantly changing smartphones may be alright to some of you especially if you’re in a mobile plan. Or if you’re rich and you are able upgrade whenever the new-gen phones arrive. I am not in these groups. I buy things that I love especially gadgets; and I intend to use them until they’re completely obsolete. So until a new battery tech arrives that can last for years, I won’t buy a new smartphone – not even if it is a Nokia.

Me and Death

Acquainted with death

We all die, it is what it is. This is a dying world and everything around us and the things we love will perish one day. And it has come to a point that I am no longer pretending that death is nonexistent in my life – I already lost many things that are dear to me. And I will not pretend I will lose more in the future. It is what it is. I am already acquainted with death and I know all the things I love, all the things I hold dear will one day vanish.

 

All is vanity

Whoever you are and wherever you came from, I see you as you truly are. We are all equal. I know in death you and I will be just that – equal. You can’t bring your wealth with you. In death there is no poor, no rich, no status or whatever power or position that we hold while in the flesh. All things are vanity. Pride… thinking we are something or someone but in death we give up even our flesh. I know because I sought out the truth.

 

Glory of kings

It is good to be rich and I do desire to have enough money to not be careful about it. Money is not evil. But there are far greater things than this world can offer – things greater than mammon or even power and glory. It is what I strive to gain. I know what these things are but I do not wish to reveal it. It is the glory of kings to search out a matter.\

 

Changed

I still am human. I am flawed. And in many ways I am foolish. But it has come to a point that I no longer think the way most people think and that my ways are no longer the ways of men. I sought to become one of the greatest; and I asked… and I got it. But it totally changed me the way I am.